Experimenting with My Pen and Tablet

I wanted to explore what Illustrater could offer, so I got out my pen and tablet and went to away. Here's what I created. I think I've discovered a new medium for me.

My Identity

This image came about when one of my biggest fears came true, "Rejection". I lost my identity, becasue I was trying to conform to someone elses ideas and thoughts. I was trying to impress the wrong people and in the process lost my true identity. I thought this person really liked me for who I was, but in reality I was lying to myself and lost what I had struggled to find, all because I feared if I showed my true personality that he would not like me. Screw you Mother Fucker!!!

I have moved on and now able to show who I am without the fear of rejection. Why should I hide who I am just to please someone? Not anymore. I will find that someone who will except me for who I am and appreciate me for that.